Venting my problems, wanna help?

Its summer. Schools almost here. Starts Monday. I plan on getting straight A's schools easy you know. Least for me always been smart just lazy. But now it seems like I've come to hate myself and everyone else. Such phonies, I can't seem to connect with anyone, Can't have friends I can stand. Can't find a girl who I like just people pretending to care. I guess seeing as how I raised myself in a way I didn't turn out that way. I'm sure others haven't Either. (Holden from The Catcher In The Rye gave me that idea) So I'm just so lonely, Don't have friends a girlfriend Anything. It really sucks because I'm starting to hate myself for being this way. I blame myself for not having anyone...There is this one girl Who I liked a lot just her though. She didn't feel the same way. So I look into my future and seeing as how school and work is easy I see my being rather wealthy. I don't care to much for Money though just paper. I want to be an Architect I see it happening I'm creative but I'd trade it all away to just not be Lonely.