I became deaf and retarded in an illness & feeling suicidal; mature answers only please?

well your parents are obviously ****** up. dont listen to them, they dont know what you are going through. and you should start to live more happy, to see things differently. not everyone would be happy if you died. remember that there is STILL that someone special that fate is going to bring you. if you just kill yourself, your missing your chances of not seeing that special someone. ;)